i didn't know why you asked me, you're gonna do it anyway

i'm stuck at home cos i couldn't get myself out of bed. i say this like the other option was gonna be so exciting, but really i was gonna go to the library. i just like to leave the house. though i guess i don't mind so much when i've got the house to myself.

god i hope i'm not coming down with something.

there's 2 weeks till placement, and we've just found out where we're going. looks like i'm gonna have to bus from where we're staying to my work, which kinda sucks. i was looking forward to like, working around the corner or something, especially after what is it, 7 years of public transport hell, now. i mean its not gonna be anything like the hour and a half it takes me each way to get to uni or whatever, but i want to be one of those kids who get to roll out of bed 10 minutes before work starts or something. Fine, more like half an hour, because who am i kidding, i can't eat and get ready in 10 minutes.

the town seems nice enough and we can go whale watching! i still don't know how to cook. hopefully the weather is nice to us. which leads me to, i have nothing to wear.

the ball was on friday, and so i leave you with pictures.

its been a long while between blogs hey? things are pretty repetitive i suppose.

i go for coffee, try to relax, pretend to study but usually get distracted stealing chocolate from the kitchen, go to uni for way too long, whine about being hungry, wonder why there's never any free food anymore, maybe get more coffee on the way home.

uni's been really full on. lots and lots of lectures one after another, no time to process, and for once i've actually been going to class. which is...different. i don't know if its helping though. It feels like there's been a bajillion assignments, there hasn't but its a lot more than we're used to. One of them's a group assignment, and i've pulled near all nighters (i've never EVER pulled an all nighter to study. ever. ) but i feel obliged to stay up because its not MY mark. and i feel bad if i dont, even though i know i'm not all that productive. argh. ps. hi sylvie.

i went shoe shopping and i can't afford anything i want. and instead of doing anything i'm supposed to be doing, i've been baking. also burning my fingers because i can't seem to grasp the concept that things in the oven are HOT. and i shouldn't touch them. i made these yesterday, and i just made some cookies.

Placement is in just a few weeks, 3 weeks away from home, which i'm kinda okay with. In a small town, which i'm less okay with. And living with 1 other person from uni. We were originally gonna be a group of 4, which i guess would've been more fun, and well... i'm not sure i'd be able to stand, just me, for 3 weeks. but we got split up into twos.

i plan on eating only dessert.

okay, i'm off to spend money i don't have, hooray!